do you want me to say it?
i am sorry. i thought our friendship was completely gone and did not think that you would think twice about me ever again. i did not think dating ryan would give you so much hatred towards me. if we had remained friends, nothing would have happened between ryan and i. and i called you a bad mom that one morning bc i was frustrated. nic is great, he is your kid, you do what you do. i do not have a place to judge. i do not want hating me, and i am sorry that is what it has come to. i honestly hope that you get better healthwise. and that you do not carry this hatred forever. i do not expect us to ever talk, but for christs sake, hasnt this gotten a bit dramatic?
